I need a terrific day, today. I need lots of kisses and hugs and 'I love yous' and 'Wow Shannon, you look cute today's and for teachers to tell me I'm doing a good job, and I need to read all the required pages for One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest and study for the Geosystems test I'm not prepared for. I need to smile a lot and laugh and be happy, because lately I've had a problem with that.
I didn't smile until I saw him yesterday. He's the only reason I smile, truly smile, nowadays. I don't know whether that's really good, or really bad.