I'm just scared with all of the "what ifs" that are flying around right now. What if he does have to have surgery? What if it's nothing and he does/doesn't get it? What if it is putting his heart in danger?
I don't want to start off this year like I started off last year. I'm not that strong. But, at the same time, I want him to get it. It bothers him and he's insecure about it, and then there's the possibility that it could be hurting him.
Zack I love you and I just want you to be happy.
