Today's Steven's birthday. My baby brother's 10... I miss him so much. I feel bad for crying to Zack, I'm sure he doesn't feel like dealing with me getting all emotional about it, I'm just so upset. I want to see him so badly; I don't mean to be avoidant or act like I'm alienating him. I'm just so afraid my Dad and Marie are teaching him to hate me, teaching him that I'm not a good sister...
Why do I feel like I'm always doing the wrong thing?
