Four and a half hours. Literally. Fucking four and a half hours of sleep. I can't survive off of that little! I'm not going to Tech Day. I feel horrible, I'm sick and I'm sleep deprived, but no matter what I did I just couldn't fall asleep. It's no one's fault but my own...I was the fuck up and the horrible person and I deserve every tear that I cry because of this, and I deserve to feel so horrible and shitty, so I can't blame anyone else. But it still sucks.
I'm going to probably go see Love Actually after I drop Zack off at work. I want to see it again, and I dare anyone to try and fucking stop me. I need a day to myself...otherwise I'm going to kill someone in theatre.
I need to go and get ready to get Zack.
Have a lovely damn day!
