It all just came flooding back; and I was terrified. I didn't even finish watching the show, I couldn't, I got too psyched out. I waited for fucking ever for Zack to call, too, ended up not sleeping at all last night (two hours maybe?) before finally falling into an exhausted cry and finally sleep.
I talked to Mom. Therapy and anti-depressants, here I come?
I don't feel like doing this right now. Sorry.
