The pit in my stomach is telling me that I've never fucked up more in my life.
The fact that I wasn't asked to read lines, and wasn't asked to stay long isn't helping it.
And no, I don't want to talk about it. I don't want to talk to anyone right now, so leave me alone. I won't get online, and if I do don't IM me or try to talk to me. I'm in a bitchy mood, I'm depressed, and my self image has never been so low. Don't try to talk to me, it's for your own good.
I don't even want to talk to me right now.
